Random Disaster.

im feeling so angsty.
i dont know how to describe.
everything's all going wrong.
it was fine a moment ago.
then all came crashing down.
sometimes, i wish i had never been born.
but if i had never been born, i wouldnt have met all the nice people out there.
sigh.
maybe i should move to diary-x at the end of the year.
then i can lock my entries.

betrayal.
suicide.
why am i thinking about all these?
im not trying to gain your pity or smth.
i need to release my pent up frustration.
this isnt the first time.
i dont want history to repeat itself.

i dont know what im typing above.
bye.